To go? Go where? To live? Live what?
I can imagine but I cannot decide.
I can think but do I have the power?
Can I change? Can things change?
Can I work? Am I working? Aren't I?
What do I do? Where do I go?
Am I trying too hard? Or not hard enough?
Does it come naturally? Does happiness come
when least expected? Like rain? Love? Pain?
Does it come last after a hard day's work?
Does it come when I finally stop looking?
What if I stop looking and I never find it?
It never comes?
What comes to those who seek?
What comes to those who wait?
What comes to those who wait and see?
I wait and see.
As I work I stare out and imagine more.
A different world, a different life, a different place.
Never where I am, but always different.
Never present, always far away.
